I felt you die
I felt you cry
I felt you yell
I saw you go through hell
I felt you scream
I saw you dream
you didn't care
Because no one else cared
What about me?
"the little girl of your dreams."?
She cared
She would go
if meant to save you
if it made her eyes bleed
this girl did not succeed
You are me now
I'm your lovely bones
I will cry and breathe for you
I will be happy and stand up for you
My love.
I will love myself because i am you
And I love you.
Inside my head i saw your death.
Inside my heart i want you back.
Inside my eyes I felt your tears.
Inside my head you held the gun.
The love we held, has gone cold.
The care i have is still here.
The perfect kiss i have forgotten.
The tears i have stream down my face.
Everything i cared for is no longer there.
So tonight i will say, sleep well.
For i will no longer get to see your face.
No longer get to hear your voice.
I will no longer get to know your love.
And i get to feel our broken hearts.
Its never too late
To start over
To be me and you
You and me
us
The past isn't set in stone
Neither is the future
Its never too late
For a second chance
You said you believed
In second chances
Its never too late
For a beautiful song
A song with a happy ending
Or maybe one that never ends
Its hard to stay away
Nothing is set in stone
Its never too late....
Its the slow knife
The knife that takes its time
The knife that takes years
without forgetting
Then slips quietly between the bone
That's the knife that cuts the deepest.
My friend.
The memories.
The nights that lasted forever.
The days that went by slowly.
You and me against the world, remeber?
All throughout 7th grade our worst days ever.
But somehow we got through it,
because we had eachother.
The boys that broke our hearts with the promise they never kept.
But we didnt need them because we had eachother, remeber?
The alcohol we drank all too quickly on the nights everything seemed all to fun.
The other girls that hated us for being "werid".
So heres to you, The girl who saved my life.
The girl who was there
And is back.
The girl who never gave up
And who will never give up.
Heres to you.
Thanks for not giv
Look into my eyes , can you see it?
Its killing me, how can you miss it?
Look again, can you see it now?
Of course you can, but you will help me how?
You won't.
Because you can only see deep.
Deep down.
With my smile disguise.
You'll never see my frown.
You just don't care enough to dig a little deeper.
Soon, you will notice.
As i only get weaker.
But for now your too blind to see.
I will fake a smile, and happy i will seem.
Once i'm gone you wont feel the same.
You will suddenly know, you saw my pain.
You saw it there in my eyes.
Now yo
Roes fade red
Violets are vegely blue
I used to know this person
but now, who are you?
The stems start to shrink
The petals shrivle and die
I cant believe your gone
Before both of my eyes
The petals fall to the ground
And the stems start to crack
Your a diffrent person now
And the other one isn't coming back
The flowers are no longer alive
And neither is my hope
This new change in heart
That i will deal with alone
Death must be so beautiful.
To lie in the soft brown earth,
with the grasses waving above ones head,
and listening to the silence.
To have no yesterday,
and no tommorrow.
To forget time, To forgive life.
To be at peace.
Sorry
i thought i was ready to face the world again but turns out im not
to all my TRUE friends on here im soooo sorry
im not killing myself if thats what your thinking
im just leaveing DA for good
someone fucked me over way to many times and
i just dont want any contact
i love you all and goodbye :')
this is gonna hurt me way more than any of you.
Love me? Great!
Hate me? Even better!
Think I'm ugly? Don't look at me.
Don't know me? Don't judge me.
Think you know me? You have no idea!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fY9oUnj4qnU
watch, listen...whole fucking thing.